rainingheaven

that is what i am. 3 letter describes it all. F-A-T
and i’m only entering week 3 of my holiday which is going to last until end of february. i just found out it was end of february and NOT early february through the college’s newspaper advertisement for new intake. what a long time to start [...]

i told him everything that i’ve ever felt. each and everything.
jealousy, thoughts, feelings, queries, etc.
twice in a week i did the almost similar thing. i almost cried. my bottom jaw was shaking when i tried hard not to let the tears out and he somehow saw it.
i did it again this morning in a message. [...]

it is so hard.
i want to let it all out before i go crazy.
need to stop being involved in so many things.
i can no longer handle it anymore.

i wonder if i should be a bitch and ditch blogspot and opt for other blog host.
wordpress or xanga?
hmmm… wordpress sounds more fun currently.

it was nice though it sucked because it rained.
was with kamil at his mini convo. ya, small scaled one. met his friends. took lots of their pictures. yes, i was there because i am to be dear kamil’s camera lady besides being there as his girlfriend. it turns out that i became the camera lady [...]

ok, one sad incident just came in early in the morning. it already ruined my day and also my weekend . i’ve got to wait until monday to see what’s wrong so that i can mend it.
need to release my tension. need retail therapy. even if it is only RM1, it is still satisfactory.
thanks sayang [...]

haha. caught you!
my face is no longer a virgin. it received its FIRST facial today. got it for free worth RM100 from clinique. good bargain right? all thanks to zai for calling me along. thanks zai!
the lady said i have good skin for a person who has not done ANY facial. hehe.. kembang!
the facial was [...]

introducing my friend manuela from austria! she found me on postcrossing and we’ve just exchange 5 postcards in our mail. she’s going to be a pen friend as of today onwards. and we are both excited.
i can’t wait to send her greeting cards and also other items to swap.
will soon get to know her better [...]

mua holiday is so freaking long that it has only been less than a week and i’m already freaking bored.
yikes!!!
ooo, i just can’t wait for saturday. it’s kamil’s convo. not a big one la. without the mortar board and all. i thought of giving of a little something but i have no idea in [...]

today marks the end of semester 1 for me. i felt like i was in heaven after putting up nights completing one assignment after another. now, i’m just praying that i can pass every damn subject.
now, i have a freaking long holiday. i wonder what i will be doing. window shopping i guess since i [...]