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Archive for October 2007

breakdown

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 30, 2007

breakdown happened today in class. my breakdowns happen without me weighing the pros and cons. i think i screwed things up again today. well, that’s what myTeddy said. he’s pretty angry. i’ve not had a decent conversation with him yet since the talk. he never says goodbye any more. he never ends our conversation with [...]

the "talk"

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 29, 2007

the “talk” happened on YM earlier. the one that i’ve been trying so hard to avoid. now, it is all out there. there’s nothing to say of my own silliness any more. i just ruin something that i am building.
i’m so lost right now.

theme 24 : perspektif

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 27, 2007

theme 24 : perspective (perspektif)
after not participating for theme 23 which i don’t remember why. oh ya, the theme was cahaya. i had nothing for that month. i procrastinated long enough for this month’s theme until i couldn’t help myself but want to post the picture because i know my picture fits for the theme. [...]

theme 24 : perspektif

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 27, 2007

theme 24 : perspective (perspektif)
after not participating for theme 23 which i don’t remember why. oh ya, the theme was cahaya. i had nothing for that month. i procrastinated long enough for this month’s theme until i couldn’t help myself but want to post the picture because i know my picture fits for the theme. [...]

theme 24 : perspektif

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 27, 2007

theme 24 : perspective (perspektif)
after not participating for theme 23 which i don’t remember why. i think it was the raya edition that’s why. i can’t remember. i procrastinated long enough for this month’s theme until i couldn’t help myself but want to post the picture because i know my picture fits for the theme. [...]

back

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 27, 2007

myTeddy is back! all in one piece. haha. can’t wait to see him. i’m sure he must be really busy with lots of work that he has to complete as he was missing for 2 weeks. i miss listening to his voice. haven’t gotten a chance to get hold of him on the phone yet. [...]

food

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 26, 2007

food has been my latest best friend after tears have to retire for the moment to stock up.
i’ve been using food on myself to release all the emotional pain i am feeling and to de-stress. i eat everytime. usually i eat the most twice a day. but now i eat round the clock. i eat [...]

workload

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 25, 2007

taken from my facebook horoscope application.
“sometimes tasks seem even harder than they really are when you procrastinate. do something you’ve been putting off.”
this reminds me of my assignments due next week which i have yet to start on. i am searching for materials. references in books are so hard to find since there are only [...]

deleted

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 24, 2007

i deleted one of my recent post. i had to. i don’t want to start up a debate over the internet. i know you’ll be angry if you read my reply to your comment. i decided that it should not be brought up again anytime soon until i’m ready to tell the world about this.
i’m [...]

interview

Posted by: rainingheaven on: October 23, 2007

today is a very long day for both luo qian and me.
classes from 9am to 3pm. and i had my interview at 6pm. we were both at mid valley from 3.35pm. i have no idea what we were doing. just walking round in circles. haha. the interview was short. just asked a little more about [...]